my buddy

there's a dead bug just a few feet away from me, that i killed several days ago.

let's just call him Lazarus because ever since then he's shown up in various places throughout the house, belly up.

but he's so huge that I can't bear the thought of having to touch him to throw him out.

so i guess for now, we're together.

** dear PETA, please don't freak**

below sea level

there was this one time a few years ago that i was very much infatuated with a boy. 

so in love that at one point, when he was sitting in front of me and he left his coat on his chair...

i leaned over and smelled it. 

it was a nice long whiff. 

and now thinking back, this has got to be my lowest point.

i'm really glad to get this off my chest.