i finally took the plunge and bought an iTouch. and let me tell you, nothing has been harder than pushing away the desires to hold the iTouch to my ear while i am drivng and pretend its an iPhone. it's just... everyone always gets so disappointed whenever they say 'oh! is that an iPhone?' and i have to respond with 'its just a measley iTouch'. luckily, the measley iTouch is occupying Paco well right now.
i saw Joel's facebook message on my phone at 9, while in early church. after i read that he was contacting me, and apologizing and wanting closure. i didn’t know how to respond. i absolutely hate to have the ball in my court when it comes to boys. i want/think/and truly believe that boys should always be in charge. so when he left it open in my court i was shocked, dismayed, and hurt. wondering why this old wound needed to be revisited.